so you're telling me there's a chance...

i am totally excited because i was dreading my class and then i found out we don't have it... but i'm already cleared from work, so i'm not going to go back to work, because i already have the time off... is this unethical? do i care? i hate mondays!!!

so i emailed the guy - you know... from the last post... think... IDIOT!!!

i emailed him last week and asked if he wanted to go get coffee when he was down for school this week... so finally... today - i get an email from him... "maybe," he says, and goes on to say about how he needs to study... but "we'll see."

so i'm thinking... "is this a write-off?" - i'm not sure... still not sure... but in my head, here's what i thought...

Lloyd Christmas: What are the chances of a guy like you and a girl like me... ending up together?
Mary Swanson: Not good.
Lloyd Christmas: Not good like one in a hundred?
Mary Swanson: I'd say more like one in a million.
Lloyd Christmas: So you're telling me there's a chance?

that's what i thought... we'll see what happens... i just need to get it out there before my feelings/emotions really get involved... which i'm thinking is going to happen soon... i just don't want to get hurt... but the fear of not putting it out there and wondering "what if?" for a really long time is worse than the getting hurt part, i think...

we'll see...